Poco a Poco

Hey there! First off, I appologize for the horrible grammer and punctuation, but these keyboards are arranged a little differently an I'm still getting used to things... we completed our first couple days of pre-training and moved in with our host families in a community called Nuevo Emperador. Our whole group has been split up in to our different sectors in 3 different communities. Not sure what I mentioned before in my blog but we have 4 hour language classes in the morning and then 4 hour tech classes after lunch. We spend the rest of the day either hanging with friend or our host family ... my host family is awesome and super nice. They have been nothing but patient because my spanish sucks and communication has been pretty awkward. Every day gets a little easier tho, and in reality we are spending 80% of our day speaking spanish so we are all learning really quickly. My spanish has already improved more in 4 days than in 3 years of college classes, go figure!

My host family consists of Eloisa and Simon. who are about 45-50 years old. Eloisa stays home all day and takes care of the house and of the baby, who I will get to. Their daughter Lidia is married to Carlos or Monche (his nickname) who are the sweetest people on earth. They have a little baby who we call Carlito, who is by far the cutest little thing to walk this planet. Actually his birthday is today, he just turned one, and the kid is already running around the house climbing gates and furniture. He is wicked smart and knows exactly what he isnt supposed to do so he'll wait patiently until you are watching and then unplug something important from the wall to get a rise out of people. Rules are super lax here when it comes to children compared to the states, which is really refreshing, but they still take amazing care of Carlito and he has no lack of love from the family. And then Eloisa has a younger son that also lives in the house, Marcos, who is 11 and my new best friend. He is honestly the coolest 11 year old I've ever met and I help him with english every night, which he is improving really fast. He wants to be a vet when he grows up so have SO much in common, so there has been a lot for us to talk about when we are just chillin. One thing that has been difficult for me to handle tho is there is this little dog that got hit by a car outside the house and broke his front leg (very obvious break) and camped out under my window for the past 3 days howling and in extreme pain, and I just want to scoop him up and take him to a vet... but there are probably only 3 vets in all of Panama and way too expensive for me or my host family to afford, so I've had to fall asleep to this little puppy screaming all through the night. Marcos and I have been giving him food and the other night he spent 20 minutes collecting a bunch of things lying around he yard to make a baracade around the puppy so that no other dogs couldnt get to the food. The whole time he was talking about how people don't have hearts and they should take better care of animals, which just broke my heart. No one has the money or interest in spaying and nuturing the feral dogs here so they are every where, and usually are viewed as pests and disease-carriers, so to hear Marcos say that was really moving. Anyways, the house is very small for 7 people but they have cleared out a room just for me and feel really bad that I'm always pouring sweat ... so they actually follow me from room to room with the only fan in the house so that I'm comfortable. I feel bad for everything they've sacrificed for me and its extremely frustrating that I can't quite communicate my gratitude accurately yet in spanish, but after 3 months I will be way better at speaking and can let them know then. This Saturday they are throwing a huge party for Carlito and I assume all 300 family members that live in Panama will be there (Eloisa has 8 children total, all of them have several children... so on) so that will be interesting! When I arrived at the house for the first time there was a huge pig head just chillin on the kitchen table for the party Saturday that Eloisa started to tear apart with this huge butcher knife as she was describing the family - so we were off to culture-shock-filled start!

So, I have sooo much more to say but right now we're in a little city next to N.vo Emperador and mis amigos are all leaving the internet cafe to eat dinner so I must go... I will update as soon as I get back online!!